Saturday, October 31, 2009

Today is the first day

Today is the first day I will stop being naive. I will continue to wear my heart on my sleeve for all those that deserve it. I am tired of crying tears of nothingness for people that doesn't seem to care. People seem to look at a persons exterior and see what they want to believe to be true. But what I have learned today that I have to look beyond and listen to what is really there to be seen. I have learned to love with all of my might and today I have learned that I still have more love to give. It may take me a while to unpack my bags from my last trip, but once they are empty I will go on another journey to the land of love once again. Today was the first day that I learned to take the tags off my luggage from the last trip as soon as it ends, that way I am not reminded of the past. I packed away all ticket stubs, letters, old phones, and the old feelings and placed them all in a shoe box.. Wow a shoe box. I can fit 3 yrs into a shoe box. To bad my bags wont fit in there as well. Today I was reminded about how much I have loved, and got so little in return. And I was ok with that. I was ok with it because I know no two people can love each other the same as the other.. As they say on to the next one..