Greatest Love Story

My mind is blocked. I have tried to write so many times and yet when the pen is in hand and the paper is under it the pen wont seem to move or better yet it cant move. I know I have plenty of things to write about, like love, hurt, disappointments, and just plain life. And yet my mind is blocked. I know I can never get tired of reading a good love story, or a poem about love, but I just cant seem to get the words out to write about them. I haven't written a good "I really don't like you right now" type poem in a long time. I guess you can say it is a good thing. I have been trying to get my stuff together but it is hard. Mainly because if I try to and get it together I will have to finally admit it is in the shitter.. For the past 3 years or so I have written at least 50 poems and started 3 or 4 books. I just cant seem to finish them. I want to write the greatest love story ever told. And yet every time I want to write the "When Harry met Sally" but on a better, or the Notebook but on a different scale. I want to write about when boy meets girl, boy falls for girl, girl falls for boy and they love each other until the end.. They have their forever. I want the Jack and Jill where the guy is always by my side and I forever by his type of story. As I have said I want to greatest love story ever told. I want my love to be my best friend a person that I know I can count on throughout any and everything. In order for me to write a story like that, I have to believe in a story like that that. I would love to completely believe that there are no heart aches , lies, or disappointments. I don't know if there has to be those but in order for life to go on there has to be right. I mean before you know you have that kind of love aren't there supposed to test to prove that it is what it is. Or as some people say signs of the heart. I mean isn't that what love is supposed to be about sacrifices, along with trials and tribulations. I will write the greatest story ever written and when I do, will you read it too..